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Just read a book called "The Darkening Age: The Christian Destruction of the Classical World".

It's a decent read. Some of these passages in that book remind me of what's happening now: intolerant Christian leaders inflaming their flocks, stochastic terrorism, Christo-nationalists skirting laws (or disobeying them) - in order to force others to obey the rules of their religion, etc. I've seem so many articles lately quoting right wing Christian leaders speaking of the left as being demonic.

Excerpt from the book from the timeframe of year 382 CE:

In the crowing words of one triumphalist account: "The pagan faith, made dominant for so many years, by such pains, such expenditure of wealth, such feats of arms, has vanished from the earth.

It had not. Nevertheless, it is clear that a staggering reversal had taken place. Tens of millions of people had converted — or were said to have converted — to a new and alien religion, in under a century. Religions that had lasted for centuries were dying with remarkable rapidity. And if some of these millions were converting not out of love of Christ but out of fear of his enforcers? No matter, argued Christian preachers. Better to be scared in this life than burn in the next.

The worshippers of the old gods pleaded eloquently with the Christian elite for toleration. One of the most famous requests was sparked by a dispute over an altar. The Altar of Victory had stood in the Senate House in Rome for centuries, and for centuries Roman senators had made offerings at it before meetings of the Senate. It was an ancient custom, dating back to Augustus, and a revered one. But Christians began to find it increasingly intolerable that they had to share the Senate with idols and breathe what they saw as the polluting demonic smoke. After decades of to-ing and fro-ing, in AD 382 the Christian emperor Gratian ordered the altar out.

Rome's senators— at any rate those who were still worshippers of the old gods - were dismayed. Not only was this a gross break with tradition, it was a serious insult to the gods. The brilliant orator Symmachus wrote an appeal. First, he begged the emperor to allow religious difference among his subjects. Echoing Heredots, Celsus, Themistius and many another before him, Symmachus observed that "each person has their own custom, each their own religious rite" and that mankind was ill-equipped to judge which of these was best, "since all reasoning is shrouded in ambiguity." He doesn't ask for any curbing of Christianity. It was, he said, "not possible to attain to so sublime a mystery by one route alone." One can dismiss this as mere pragmatism and politics - and true, Symmachus was hardly in a position to ask for more. But that is too cynical: whether the Greco-Roman polytheism was truly "tolerant" or not, there is no doubt that the old ways were fundamentally liberal and generous. Men such as Symmachus had no wish to change that. Or, as he put it to his intolerant Christian rulers: "We offer you now prayers, not a battle."

Symmachus might not have wanted a battle but a battle was precisely what the Christians saw themselves as fighting. For a Christian, reasoning was not shrouded in ambiguity: it was explicitly laid out in the Bible. And the Bible, on this point, was clear. As those thundering words of Deuteronomy had it, toleration of other religions and their altars was not what was required. Instead, the faithful were required to raze them to the ground. " No Christian could agree with the relativistic quibbles of Symmachus. To a Christian there were not different but equally valid views. There were angels and there were demons. As the academic Ramsay MacMullen has put it, "there could be no compromise with the Devil." And, as Christians made clear in a thousand hectoring sermons and a hundred fierce laws, objects associated with other religions belonged to the Dark Lord. "The Devil's worship," fulminated one Christian, "consists of prayers in the temples of idols, honours paid to lifeless idols, the lighting of lamps or burning of incense." Symmachus lost. His plea was ignored.

Then, some twenty years later, in AD 408, came one of the fiercest pronouncements yet. "If any images stand even now in the temples and shrines," this new law said, "they shall be torn from their foundations...The buildings themselves of the temples which are situated in cities or towns or outside the towns shall be vindicated to public use. Altars shall be destroyed in all places.

Rome's ancient cults were collapsing. And yet though Symmachus lost —perhaps because he lost — his words still have a terrible power. "We request peace for the gods of our forefathers," he had begged. "Whatever each person worships, it is reasonable to think of them as one. We see the same stars, the sky is shared by all, the same world surrounds us. What does it matter what wisdom a person uses to seek for the truth?"
I did proofread the above, but any errors I can blame on my phone's image to text scanning :)
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"I was in the truck. There were about 200 people. 90 percent were women and children. We took the main road that the entire world knew we were taking. My entire family were with me. Out of nowhere, they dropped a bomb. Everything was black and I lost conscience for 10 mins," they told local media.

"When I woke up I saw a mother lying with her baby, whose brain was right next to him. I heard the ambulances then they bombed again. I took cover and after a few minutes tried to check the damage, then they bombed again."
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Back in 2020, I mentioned here in passing that after the local BLM protests, that I needed to go to the park the next day to pick some berries as self medication to calm myself -- More Mulberries Please

I don't think I posted about how on the night of one of the protests, as I sat on my porch following livecam Twitter feeds about what was happening downtown, my eyes started watering. I live pretty far from downtown, but there was a haze in the air in the yard, and a smell came into the house through the open windows and lingered through the night. I think that either tear gas, or some chemical related to it, got carried by the wind to the yard outside my house. I only got rid of the smell by closing the windows and running my AC to clear the smell from inside.

Tonight, I was at a local museum for a happy hour and I got to see one of the old Confederate monuments on display.

This is Jefferson Davis, president of the Confederacy, as he looked after he was pulled down. Covered in pink paint and face smashed from the fall. Museum personnel noted that there was a lot of discussion about how to display the statue. When standing, the statue was scary -- smashed face and all -- and then they hatched the idea of displaying the statue as it looked after it was pulled down.

One of the Confederate Monuments pulled down during the 2020 protests at a local museum

Face smashed, and you can also note the pieces of toilet paper around the neck --
Face caved in from the fall

Urine from the night of the protests conserved -- it's the yellowish stain towards the top of the photo --
Urine has been conserved on the monument from the night of the protests - the yellowish stain near the top of the photo.

The location where the statue had been displayed --
Where the monument was displayed, after pink paint, but before it was pulled down.
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I'm now 2 weeks out from starting my Sabbatical and still in the process of decompressing! For the most part, I've been trying to catch up on things around the house that I have been putting off for a long time -- just ordered a replacement for a broken toilet, weeding in the garden, cleaning the house (omg, so much dust!), etc.

I've also been going to local parks as part of a need to increase my physical activity -- I mean really, just how long can I blame the pandemic for my increasing girth?!

I've also been spending more time w/ the camera, something thet makes me happy.
Green Heron

Deer

Speaking of the pandemic, one thing I have noticed is an ongoing 'tension' and lack of courtesy around town. These last few years have been hard on everyone. School / grocery store / worship space shootings, wars, viruses, disinformation, inflation, disrespect for established political process, valuing ignorance over education -- the last few years have been rough!
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When I read about the 996 system -- 9am to 9pm 6 days per week -- and when I read about the Chinese workers having to sign a "strivers' pledge" to waive overtime pay and paid time off -- it just makes me sad-angry.

And then you get those fucking American Corporate Capitalists insinuating that the Chinese are harder workers -- more like they are more controlled and more desperate -- it makes me angry-sad.

I have more than I need - I'm trying to get rid of excess shit right now. I am fortunate not have to worry about my next meal. But I will be god-fucking-damned if I will work 72 hours a week with no PTO or overtime. In that case, it's time for me to leave this life and pick a better life next time. This timeline is just sucking more and more.

And here's the rub....I grew up a 'po-white-chile' on a farm. Farmers work many, many hours -- I remember my childhood. And I'm fine with that. I'll work for myself to raise food. But fuck 996. But I will buy my next iPhone...

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/996_working_hour_system
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The orange turd has left the White House.
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So Jabba now becomes the only US president to-date who has been impeached twice.


We would have been so much better off if the Senate had removed him from office during the 1st impeachment. But that is not the world we live in. And really, in the world where the Senate would have removed him, he would never have been elected in the first place.

-- Johnson - 1 impeachment
-- Clinton - 1 impeachment
-- Trump - 2 impeachments

None have so far been removed from office by the Senate.
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I read these articles when they first came out (there are 3 of them), but I wasn’t sure if they added to my understanding or not. I came back to them tonight, and I’m still not sure! But they must have connected emotionally to me somehow, or I would not have still thought about them.

“Collapse is just a series of ordinary days in between extraordinary bullshit, most of it happening to someone else. That’s all it is.”
https://gen.medium.com/i-lived-through-collapse-america-is-already-there-ba1e4b54c5fc

https://medium.com/indica/collapse-lasts-a-lifetime-america-is-just-getting-started-aae9c4b1427

https://medium.com/indica/the-sadness-of-american-collapse-379b80cbe3ee

For as long as i can remember, I have devoured dystopian fiction - being sort of a 'connoisseur' of it. Although these articles are real life, non-fiction, I think they connect to that thread of dystopia that runs through me.
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I'm a bit down right now...I do expect Biden to win (a very good thing), after much worthless difficulties caused by Jabba the Orange...

But I don't think this election is the end. The current situation reminds me of the book I read called the Last Pagan Generation -- I posted about it here -- https://karmicdragonfly.dreamwidth.org/980938.html

The idea behind the book is that the last generation of Pagans and Christians before paganism was outlawed in the eastern empire -- that that generation NEVER realized that the reality they presumed would last forever was about to end. The older generation at the time just assumed that paganism and Christianity would co-exist because why not?

I feel like **I** am that generation now, as if that the reality that I assume will last forever is about to end. I notice in my previous post that I was already equating 'the last pagan generation' with the 'last generation of the old US republic', and I'm still thinking that way.
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I think the first chilly Fall morning (38F/3C) deserves pancakes!


Last weekend (3 day holiday weekend for Indigenous Peoples' Day or older school Columbus Day) was very social -- dinner with friends (outside on their patio), walk in the park with another friend, board games playing with a 3rd set of friends, a Zoom call with mates from undergraduate, and then a Book Club Zoom during the week. The walk in the park friend gave me a (late) birthday gift of a piñata filled with chocolates! I'm afraid the chocolates didn't last long 😁


In contrast, this weekend has been very quiet, lol -- that's how it seems to go sometimes -- lots of social life for a while, and then a pause!

Having had precious few larger butterflies this year, I was pleased to see a Monarch on my Asters this week, taking advantage of the last of the 70+ degree days. The weather just hasn't been normal this year -- wet and cool late in the spring, then sudden scorching hot a bit too early in the summer, then very wet again, and now the Fall chill has arrived.
Monarchs, Asters, Bumblebees, and Honeybees

There is a lot of strain on people now. Between COVID19, and the election, and the tearing of the body politic, people are a bit on edge. Years ago I gave up Facebook (the day after the 2016 election, because I blamed Facebook for that result). I just gave up Twitter. Basically, I'm finding social media to be a net negative in my life. However, I'm still finding pleasure in watching videos on TikTok. I don't actually post anything, but the app is a pleasant diversion.
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I was thinking over the weekend that I don't consider evangelicals to be Christian anymore -- in the sense of being followers of Christ. (As an aside, I was raised Southern Baptist, something I long ago cast aside, but I do have enough background to have an opinion.)

What I see from evangelicals now -- at least what I see on the news, on Twitter, and from my previous Southern Baptist experience -- is that evangelicals are now following a religion of Nationalism and its twin brother Capitalism. You would think that they actually believe that their 'God save America', 'USA is #1' and 'Spend, spend, spend' is what Christianity is all about.

Add in layers of fear of outsiders, looking out for number one, intolerance, and you get a nice mix of something...but Christ-like, it ain't.

And we've seen this mix in history before, sad to say. Interesting that humans only seem to make progress after we go though a period of savagery.

The title of the post is a reference to the 1960s book Ghost in the Machine. I have only read a synopsis of and not the actual book, but my understanding is that it describes how our brains are built one layer on top of other earlier evolutionary layers...and how the earlier and more primitive brain structures can override the more recent logical brain layers leading to hate, anger, intolerance.
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For the first time since most of the monuments were disassembled, I took a walk down Monument Ave Sunday morning. It was interesting how powerful I found the pedestals sans statues to be.
Walk down Monument Avenue today

Lee still stands, while the court cases are proceeding.
Walk down Monument Avenue today

I did not find that the lack of statues diminished the beauty of Monument Ave at all. Even with the graffiti on the monuments, the street itself is still quite nice. I also found that not having the statues looking down on me as I walked, made for a more peaceful walk. However, I do understand the concerns of folks in that historic district about how it might impact the purpose of the district.

On a different but related topic, I was a little discouraged to hear about the property destruction this past weekend during one of the protests. And more discouraged to hear that it seems to have been a set up situation -- where an out of town white supremacist group organized the protest, and then used it as an excuse to damage property. Presumably, this is either to discredit the movement, or to start that race war that some of those groups want so badly.
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Self medication was necessary after the violence and fires here in town during the riots last night. Although my house is not near those locations, I still felt uneasy and didn't sleep well. So I was up around 2 and 3, watching reports on Twitter of the events.

The self medication I'm talking about is not wine (*although that will come later*), but going to the park and picking some mulberries. They were almost out of season, but some of the trees on the back side of the park were still pretty loaded.
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"Hostas Unfurling!" sounds like the title of some movie that is trying too hard.

Out in the yard taking some photos as spring arrives --
Hostas unfurling

Bee on Bluebells


Given how introverted I am naturally, this 'social distancing' thing is not too hard for me. I do miss eating dinner out with friends, although I have noticed 1 friend and I have increased out wine nights.

As COVID-19 progresses, things are gonna be rough for a while -- both for our society as a whole and indeed for me personally as I look to get back into the job market after taking some time away. I am beginning to wonder if I should just execute my future downsizing plans now. For now, I'm glad for the warmer weather arriving, and that my stomach issues are mostly behind me, so I can sit on the porch with a glass of wine and enjoy the sun!

With Orangina in the White House, I have watched 2 trends which both increase the threat of war: trade tensions/tariffs, etc., and now with the virus, I see country after country closing their borders. Fourth Turnings are for the birds, man!

Been listening to a lot of music lately!


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The title is from The Telling by Ursula K. LeGuin. Although I had read most of her books, this was not one of them, so I sat down for an easy 1 - 2 day read. A few interesting ideas -- it was part of her Hainish universe of stories -- I was sad that LeGuin passed away last year because it meant there would be no new books from her!

This line struck me as applicable to our modern day politics -- "modern day has too much religious & political belief and not enough knowledge."

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Winter Activities

Besides reading, other winter activities include bread baking --


...and selfie taking --
Winter Indoors Selfie

...and finishing that paint job of the basement stairs / mudroom area -- before and after shown below. There's more that could be done, but it at least makes that part of the house presentable.


...and filing my taxes -- although not an enjoyable job, it's probably a good winter indoors activity.

...and watching the Amaryllis plants bloom. Of the five, two have bloomed so far, and a third is about to bloom. Two of them look like they may take a pass and not bloom this year.
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So now we have a third US president to have been impeached -- 2 in the last 20ish years:
  • Johnson
  • Clinton
  • Trump
There have been 5 elections where the votes of the electoral college differed from the popular vote (where the president elected by the electoral college got fewer votes in the election) -- again 2 in the last 20 years:
  • Adams/Jackson (1824)
  • Hayes/Tilden (1876)
  • Harrison/Cleveland (1888)
  • Bush/Gore (2000)
  • Trump/Clinton (2016)
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I've been readying a book about the death of the Roman Republic. I find it useful to read about the Roman Republic because that political system is what the founders of the US based our political processes on.

The book by Edward J. Watts is called Mortal Republic: How Rome Fell into Tyranny. (The page references below are from the first hardback edition from Basic Books.)
The Republic was based on compromise and competition guided by a set of political norms that could be unfair but that were nevertheless recognized by all elites. They allowed themselves to be bound by the rules of the Republic in exchange for the chance to compete for the rewards it offered. (p. 91)

Marius undercut public faith in the legitimacy of the elites who had been running the Republic for most of the past generation....A delegitimized establishment helped Marius in the short run, but it seriously damaged the Republic. The political system had encouraged compromises and generated political consensus was now discredited alongside the men who had led it. Politicians like Saturninus then took advantage of this structural weakness.... (p. 117)
This sounds to me remarkably like what the far right has been doing in the past 30 years -- delegitimizing the system that has worked since the second world war.

In reading the book, I believe I finally understood the founders' intentions with regards to the US Senate. The Roman Republic had several lawmaking bodies -- the Council of Plebeians, the Tribal Assembly, the Centuriate Assembly, etc. -- each with its own sphere of influence. The Roman Senate was intended as a check on these assemblies -- basically a sort of brake to keep the assemblies from driving the Republic off the rails. I suspect that the US Senate (longer terms, more deliberative, slower moving) was intended similarly -- to be a check on the popular laws originating from the House.

And of course, Congress as a whole was intended as a check against the President and the Courts.

But when the Senate votes by party to support a corrupt president, well, you can see now where that leads.
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Is this the new Mein Kampf?

I knew that white nationalists read fantasy novels about the success of their cause, but I had never really looked into the novels. Just now, I read the Wiki article on one of the big ones, a book written in 1978 called The Turner Diaries.

What a bunch of fantastical nonsense - amazing that people would fall for this. It's just the same sort of stuff that Hitler promoted (or the "Great One" as the white nationalists call him 🙄💩). Same old made up definitions of race, same old process of blaming the system and other groups for your own problems.

You know I like dystopian fiction, but of course this book will NOT be on my reading list. It seems to be written as if the current world is out to get white people, and then plays out the story as if non-whites, gays, Jews, liberals, "race traitors", etc. will all be hunted down and killed. I mean, that idea makes no sense even for fantasy. A group (white people, as defined by white supremacists) make up about 12% of the total world population -- how could a small number of people actually kill everyone else? I could understand if the story line was about continual war and about disruption of current governments as we know them, but actually eliminating all other human beings is not even in the realm of possibility.

Having said all that, I know how much damage the German Nazi movement did in World War II. So I'm not discounting the danger of these ideas. I was just surprised at how silly the premise of this novel is.
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I was really sorry to see Notre Dame burning, omg! I'm glad that the stone and stained glass windows and other parts were saved! These are a few pics I took back in 2007 --



Been enjoying the spring flowers! This also means I've been working on the yard, cutting grass, weeding, etc. Not much camera time lately! Lilacs in the yard --
Rainy Day!


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You know...a couple years ago, I read where a conservative Republican laughed and said something like 'They (meaning gay people) would NEVER be president.' I remember shking my head and thinking...I don't think that is correct. But I didn't think there would be a strong candidate so soon!

It's been really nice to see Pete Buttigieg running. Definitely following him on Twitter, and I kicked some coinage his way as a donation.
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I’m starting a book that I’m excited about because of the subject matter. The book is called the "Final Pagan Generation", and the book’s subject is the last generation of people living in the Roman Empire as the Empire changed into a strictly Christian empire -- a generation who could not imagine a world where the pagan religions were not able to practice publically.

The generation he’s talking about is the older one that was still alive just AFTER Constantine (first Christian emperor) had died.

I’m just on the introduction now, but already I find it interesting how he is comparing the younger generation, who recognized the existential threat to paganism represented by Christianity, and the older generation (the ‘final pagan’ one) who could not even imagine the world order changing so much that paganism could be forbidden.

Here are some excerpts from the intro:
The younger pagan and Christian religious warriors were born into a world in which Christianity was clearly ascendant. They anticipated its destructive and transformative power, and as they matured, they came increasingly to understand that the dawning new religious order threatened the very existence of traditional Roman cults…

Older men did not see the world in this way…They reacted instead as if they could not imagine a world in which traditional religious practices did not have a part…

The “final pagan generation” I will speak about is made up of the last group of elite Romans, both pagan and Christian, who were born into a world in which most people believed the pagan public religious order of the past few millennia would continue indefinitely…

They lived through a time of dramatic change that they could neither anticipate nor fully understand as it was unfolding.


What I find interesting is that I might equate the words “pagan religious order” with "US political order" -- my generation's understanding of the rules and mores of how the US Republic works. I wonder that we might be the ‘last generation’ to think that the political order of "how things have always been" might not be how things might always be in the future.
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I'm still ruminating on the news that the VA Governor had a picture on his medical school yearbook page with 2 guys, 1 dressed in blackface and the other in KKK robes. The picture would have been taken in the early '80s.

And first I read that the Governor admits that he was one of the guys in the picture. Then the next day, I read that he denies it. Changing his story, in itself, is a strange occurrence that gives me pause. And yes, I know how ironic it is that I'm concerned about the state governor's story change when we have that crazy dimwit in the White House who makes up fantasy stories every.single.day.

Blackface

First some of what I'm thinking about Blackface --

I try to think back to the early 80s, and I wonder if I, myself, realized at the time how hurtful blackface had been to black people -- basically, white actors in times past painted their faces with shoe polish and then mocked black people as dumb Sambos or clownish buffoons.

Would I have known about that in the early 80s? Probably not completely. But I am almost positive that I would have known enough not to do that, not even as a 'joke' or a costume.

On balance, I believe that I could 'kind of' move past the black face, and ignore that picture from the 80s.

KKK Robes

But then I see those robes...those robes! The KKK was not a 'joke'...not just mocking, not just words. People died, were beaten, had their houses burned, etc., all by groups of cowards wearing hoods and too afraid to show their face.

I have a real problem moving past those robes -- I don't think I can ignore that image.

What do I think?

My first reaction was that he would not survive this, which led me to looking up how the succession works when the governor resigns. However, now the Governor says he won't resign. Personally, I think he should resign.

The only reservation I have about is that the jackal in the White House is heaping onto the governor. Trump has been the biggest disaster in US presidential history, and anything he does is highly suspect to me. And the news was dug up and released by a conservative political group.

I still think the governor should resign, although I wonder about the conservative involvement in it.

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